Lots of people ends up on the rim due to varied amount of reasons. Your was that you got cleared and catted down. Core was way overcrowded (thx mods). Due to a lack of farming, people must make their own farms. I did this to several people in my area. You did what most did, restart on the rim. But, you've held a grudge unlike most. An unhealthy one at that. Even your ex tribe (bi-polar) thinks you are nuts and kicked you. If you spent half the energy focused on troops, farming & nobles. You'd have much more to show for it. GL